Ho0oo! It's just the first day of the week and my friends are already interrogating me about the "ferrero" thing. They are always saying "yihee" and the news already spread out for just a day after it happened! The funny thing about it is that my groupmates don't even know that but the other group know that. And the whole English time, all our classmates are teasing us even Ma'am Tenny. They are very happy and I just laugh with them. After that, I told Nobie about my plan of making him jealous to know if he really loves me. I also told him about what Flash Bomba told me. He laughs and really can't believe that he will say that. Then we started acting when he's around and all of our classmates know that he likes me. Because everytime they will ask him if he really likes me he will answer "obvious ba?", "yes".. and that makes me feel that e is getting boastful and that's what I don't like. I know my friends don't like him especially Zhaila because she knows that he's not my type. Then my friends started asking me to tell how it all started and they are really happy and kinikilig. And Nobie told me that he is telling Zyrex to advise him on how to court a girl. I was just shock because I don't know that he will take it seriously.
On our test day, while I enjoy listening on the radio... Ma'am Rhea called him and said that she will talk about our grades. Then my classmates said that we have a meeting about the js, so I should go wit them but Ma'am told me that she will also talk to me. Then Ma'am told him to tell what he will tell, so I was a bit shock because I really thought that I was all about the grades. After some minutes of waiting on what he will say, at last he has the power to tell it. He said, "tatanong ko lang sana kung pwede ba akong manligaw?" so, Ma'am is very kilig na kilig.. and I just said "tatanong ko muna sa nanay ko"... but Ma'am asked me on what's my own decision so I just said.."ok lang".. so he is very happy together with Ma'am and as I walked out of the door to go in the "meeting", I saw my classmates outside our room and very noisy and happy! I was really shocked because it was a surprise I never thought would happen. They are really very happy especially him.
After that it feels like he's not courting me, he's not even talking to me. I was not touched when he fixed my locker because my classmates told him to do so. And one time, after our dismissal...it was raining and I don't have umbrella. He didn't even wait for me and I thinks he wants that I will be the one who will go to him and not him. And the thing that really made me mad is when he saw that the bus will already leave, he run very fast and left us! And when we saw that the bus is full, we left the bus and he just remained sitting there not even thinking of going with us!! I was really angry. Zhaila told me to think if I will let him continue on courting me because she thinks that he's not serious and he's just forced to do it. She even told me all the qualities of him that I don't like and it made me realize that she's correct. After that we talked and he told me that e was regretting what he had done yesterday. So, I just told him that I was not really affected about that. I also told him all the qualities of him that I don't like ( i enumerate it all) and he's just quiet. Then I told him that it's better that we're just friends... and he accepted it.. I told myself that I will give him a chance to prove if he really loves me, but I think it won't work.
I told him that he' not yet matured enough to go on in a relationship since he's not brave enough to fight for what he feels. He asked me if he will be matured enough, will he have a chance.. I just said, "i don't know"... He also asked if it will be alright for me if he will dance with me on our js... so, I just said yes...it's just alright, there's nothing wrong there. I just feel pity for him when he said "masaya na ko don"... But as the day goes on, it seems that he's still happy and not affected, and we just thought that maybe he's just not showing it but deep inside, it hurts... And our life goes on.. back to normal as if nothing happen, but we cannot turn back the time...there's still the "ilangan" factor but I'll try to fight that so that we can be friends again and we can tease each other again.."flash bomba" hehe..
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